Mike likes franz ferdinand...that officially makes him the coolest dude of the moment.

The coolest chick of the moment is Shannon, which is probably ironic, you know considering the coolest dude...yeah whatever.

Anywho...i'm sick, still. and it's sucking, still.

Mest is Friday and my head is stuffed with yucky.  Somebody, if you're the praying type, please say a quick prayer for your buddy, Miss Amanda....I need to be not sick!!

I am totally tired at the moment.  Ugh.

Yeah, kids, I am going to gripe throughout this entire entry. heh.

I'm really into Yellowcard once again.  I love them.  About oh, five or so months ago, I was heavily into the Yellowcard, then I slacked off and now it's back again.  Ryan Key and Sean Mackin (VIOLIN!) are like drugs...and I am definitely an addict.

Hello, my name is Amanda and I'm a YCaholic.

Whew.  I'm glad I got that off my chest.

I think I might head off to bed, kiddies.  I'm feeling a lot like poop.

Someone's roaming around the upper half of my homestead.  AHHH!
 ha ha

YAY! Glenn bought be Coheed's CD.  I LOVE COHEED AND CAMBRIA.  If anyone would like to finance a trip to Pop's for me (total cost: 20 dollars)...i would love them forever and ever.  times seven.

I'm so excited right now.  Yay for glenn.

anywho...nighty night kiddies.

I'm in love with a boy who isn't in love with me.  It, um, well, kinda sucks a little bit. Boo to Boys.

I need a job.  It's starting to piss me off, this lack of employment...I also need a car...that's pissing me off too, the lack of reliable transportation and exorbitant money spent on gas.

WAY AWAY, AWAY FROM HERE I'LL BE...

Oh, how I wish I was.

So, I made the hardest decision of my life today.  Okay, not really the hardest, I'm sure, but one of the hardest recently.  I've decided not to go to local shows anymore.  Well, at least not until this crazy bitch quits going.  I hope she'll stop eventually...if not I guess, I'll never go to another show.  I don't know, I'm feeling very threatened lately.  This girl wants me or something.  And I mean that's not even the thing that bothers me the most or whatever.  It just bothers me that it seems like every time she wants someone, she becomes obsessed with them.  She has an addictive personality.  It's weird and I feel odd around her.  Lately, I feel like I can't even do anything without her talking to me.  And if I don't want to talk or whatever, she gets all pissed off.  I've tried everything to get rid of her.  I avoided her for a while and that just pissed her off.  Then I tried saying stuff to piss her off, making myself seem like the biggest bitch ever and that didn't make her go away.  She got pissed, but then the day after she just apologized.  I hate to be mean or whatever, but she's seriously scaring me.  Gosh damn it...I hate leaving shows.  I've been going to shows for four years and I really don't want to leave.  Man I effin' love shows, but this seems like the only way.  Damn it.  She should have to leave. Damn.  Damn. Damn.

WOOOO! Taking Back Sunday will be in Sauget, Illinois tomorrow and guess who else will be?  That's right Moi.  I LOVE Taking Back Sunday more than I love pickles and that's pretty hardcore!  Glenn and I are going.  It's going to be like the most effin awesome show I've ever been too!  The only problem...Fall Out Boy is going to be there.  I despise them a lot.  Their lead singer is good looking, but I feel like committing serious suicide anytime I hear their music.  No dude will ever be hot enough to sit through shitty music like that. Ugh.

I went to Famous Barr today after class and purchased one ticket to Story of the Year on November 12th at the Pageant.  I hate the Pageant, but it's Story of the Year...they're awesome.  I've seen them twice before and both times rocked my little socks off.

I get to see Matchbook Romance for the first time tomorrow...That's so exciting.  I love them so much.  Woot!

I'm not oh-fucking-kay!

ow! i love my chemical romance as well!  November 12, My Chemical Romance is mine!!!

 

 

love to you all kiddies!

I just read something written by this guy that I kind of like that scares me a little bit.  He apparently told this girl that he would be friends with her in the sense that they weren't enemies.  That's rather comforting.  I'm starting to wonder if that's the way he feels about me too... Man. Gosh damn it.  I should have figured that, you know.  That's how it always seems to work out though.  They're just being nice for the sake of not being mean.  i don't know....blah....

i'm tired. and my foot is falling asleep. dirty bastard.

Today has been absolutely wonderful!  Normally, I despise GEOG 202, but it was extremely entertaining today.  We had a quite lively discussion/debate about the "War on Terrorism."  Needless to say, there were many raised voices in that class today.  Two, in particular made it rather entertaining.  One girl, a tiny black girl by the name of Sheena, screamed at an ignorant guy in the back row.  It was hilarious.  The guy seemed to be completely ignorant of anything that has to do with this war, however he was in support of it.  He had no idea, or perhaps denied knowing, that President Bush blatantly lied about the "weapons of mass destruction" being, or rather not being in Iraq.  It was ridiculous, but nonetheless entertaining.

French fries are yummy.  I had some yummy McDonald's fries earlier...yum yum.

Cigarettes are yucky...what the hell's wrong with people?  Why would you want to have a grotesque cigarette between your fingers or hanging from your mouth?  Yuck.

Guys are so hard to trust.

Censorship in music is messed up.  I'm glad the artists I listen to don't really swear or whatever...the pauses ruin the song.

My new favorite song is "Such Great Heights" by the Postal Service.  They are AMAZING!!!

Bowling For Soup's video for 1985 is awesome.  Ha.  It makes me laugh.

Chevelle is trying to be TOOL/A Perfect Circle now.  They wish it was working. 

Well, that's all for now.  My hands are tired from typing all quick like!

rockout kiddies...oh and happy birthday to Andy!

Today was horrible.  Kind of.  I skipped CS 108 because it's a ridiculous excuse for a class.  It's boring and extremely rudimentary.  History wasn't all that wonderful either.  I got points off on my first quiz because the TA is a dickhead who subtracts points if you do extra work.  He's like Mrs. Coffman, only male.  Nothing bothers me more than being penalized for doing a little extra work. 

Something Wicked This Way Comes is on.  This movie rules!  HA. I'm so incredibly immature.

Saw him today.  He's perfect.

Socialism was discussed today in History.  Everyone acts like socialism is such a terrible thing.  Let me pose this question, what is so terrible about being equal, about cooperating?  Answer me that, please.

I'll never understand these people that surround me.

I thought college was supposed to be different from High School.  It's not.  It's the same, only the annoyances are older and taller.  I wish people wouldn't just automatically reject something because it's so different.  All these people sitting in their expensive shoes and expensive clothes reject anything that might dissolve their precious capitalism.  To these people, it's all about how much money they can make.  More importantly, how much more they make compare to their neighbor.  Neighbor...what is a neighbor anyway?  A neighbor is supposed to be someone who helps you out.  People are supposed to get along.  God said "love thy neighbor."  No one really loves their neighbor now.  Why?  Because their neighbor doesn't make as much money as them.  Oh.  Damn Capitalism.

"Last night...." The Strokes also rule. Yippee for good musack!

Speaking of good music, the show is in two hours or so.  Yay.  Yeah, I'm not looking forward to it as much as I was last night.  It turns out Jessica's parents came down here without here.  They just left her there all alone.  So, she can't come to the show.  I'm so upset I could die.  I miss her.  She was awesome.

Man, I'm missing everyone lately.  Everyone is gone.

"Overdue" by the Get Up Kids is awesome times seven.  Or maybe even eight. 

note to self: pick up "Guilt Show"

So I'm reading Capital or whatever and Marx is all what's up "commodities."  After reading this book, I think I'll despise that word.

My font is messed up and it's starting to make me angry.  ROAR.

I'm also reading A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius by Dave Eggers.  They say he's the next Salinger.  I think I might agree.  The book is great.  I read forty pages in like seven seconds yesterday.  When I pick it up, I just can't put it down.

I failed you, I'm sorry, that's simply my life story

I said that I would be there, but then I didn't have a thing to wear